I am of Venezuelan origin (b. 1992, in Caracas), and emigrated to the United States of America in Minnesota when I was 13 years old, in search of a better education and opportunity to excel and eventually become of service. I spent a year abroad as an exchange student in France (2010-2011), where I passed the Baccalauréat on my golden year. I afterward studied psychology and neuroscience at the University of Minnesota, Twin-Cities from fall 2011-2017, though I never graduated. During this time, I also began to study mathematics on my own time, which sprawled general studies in metaphysics. I also visited China at the age of 15.
My last name from my mother's side is Boulton, and you can see some of my heritage in this part of my family at the Spanish Wikipedia article, Familia Boulton. Their traces in Venezuela from England began in 1824, by founding some of the first commercial shipping enterprises in the country; my "birth chart" puts me as being nascent with cusp in Aquarius and Pisces, a connection to water and air shared genetically (as nature is the focus in the world right now) — I lived half of my early childhood in a well-to-do environment, so to speak. However, later in my childhood, I lived under poorer conditions due to health obstacles my family faced, which is why I then moved to my grandparent's in the US early in my adolescence. My grandfather on my mother's side was a mystical writer, poet and artist (as well as a Freemason, something a lot of my family including myself learned after his passing). My father's father was a police man, and did service in the navy, with maritime duties relating to cargo handling of imported and exported goods in Venezuela. On the other hand, the grandfather of my partner in life (a Taurus) is Twins player from Cuba, Zoilo "Zorro" Versalles.
Philosophy
I write on topics of metaphysics and consciousness, since November (14, to be exact) 2011, as well as number theory, and geometry (which I started around 2012-2013, when I discovered other knowledge). Prior to writing, I spent around 5 years (2007 through 2011) slowly developed a philosophy of morality.
What the future may hold
I plan to publish important work sometime before November 2025 (4047:4704), naturally flexible alongside my partner and love of my life. I also made previous edits to various number pages prior to making a user account here.
POV
~ a type: in no particular order of alignment, but interchangeable, and applicable where and when possible - all can be generated inside ~
L O V E
U N I T Y
P E A C E
always
have good smells around
connect with delicacies, charms of life, and gifts
let go, let go of all the doubts, all the doubts. All the fear, all the anger, all the lust, and all the trauma
Example
breathe
smile
swim often, if possible
breathe, slowly, very slowly, as slowly as we want so that we can be aware of every sound and every sensation
drink water, plenty of water, and sweat profusely at least once during the day
experience more love, you cannot stop loving once the train goes, and it becomes true love, just the right color, just the right taste, and the right touch
Example
love
be amazed at reality, always. Everything is as it should, everything and everyone moves as everyone's body can, no other thoughts could have taken the place of the thoughts at the moment, because these are built with cognitive momentum of all that one is and was, optimized, good or "bad"
Example
Example
smile, and laugh
swallow, swallow often, less often than we breathe, but still often enough
sing, sing, sing!
remind ourselves
dance, dance, dance!e
Example
hug people, hug things, in celebration of existence
Example
Example
be, just be. It's the answer because it is the simplest thing that we can do: be with ourselves and the entire universe, in peace, knowing that everything is moving as it should. We as finite entities cannot control reality onto a separate will, and the only thing we can really do is relax ourselves, and help others relax into a collective state of relaxation. Peace is the highest ideal, that is a state of pure communal bonding
think novel notions, slowly and intermittently, with a continuous flow of thought that is novel
~ type b: general ~
Embrace
Aside from a title, the underlying message is what is most important, so that the message and title coincide, and transports us to the opening of the book, before its experience, yet knew already intuitively, and onto the end of the book, where this is reaffirmed. This space where silence is explained, is the purpose of the work.
“Mathematics is the handwriting on the human consciousness of the very Spirit of Life [e.a.] itself.”
There is a great benefit to the decimal numbering system: with the representation of 0:9, there is a representation of 0, which is the number most closely associated with nothing and absence, 1, that which represents a whole form, 2, which represents mirror self-expression, that is the first and only even prime, 3, the first odd prime, that represents the first true expression of form after 1, 4, which is the first even composite, that represents four directions, as well as mutual directional informational path between two elements, and 9 the first odd composite, that represents, amongst many things (as with the other aforementioned numbers), the triple triples of unity between two entities and a uniting third entity (space itself, in archetype; the three elements being the local self, the local others, and the uniting third, with the central triplet representing the local self as it unites through itself the local other). So, the decimal system is the only system that uses the first even prime and composite, and the first odd prime and composite, up to (and therefore a root base).
This, preceding the 12 fundamental informational expressions and relationships any two entities can hold: + {gratitude and generosity (full "agreement"); compassion and forgiveness (healing agreement)}, +/- {sorrow as a union of sadness (loss, with a clear intention still present) and contrition (guilt, for a return to clear intention), and disparagement as a union of shame (for an action in clear will-intent) and dejection (where the clarity and good is nearly fully depleted, a depression from rejection)}, - {fear (cower, generate a spaced boundary); anger (still cower, here in the form of "eliminating" the force not in agreement, through contact, a further abject negation), disgust (abject rejection of opposing unifying or divisive forces); lust (cycle of anxiety and frustrated condemnation "partially succeeding" in separating a "threat"; generating wanton, in the form of exclusive "ownership" of a domain, i.e. non co-extension)}. These twelve forms are further unified into three states: derangement (bereft of the true balance of emotions and expressing it, a near uncontrolled craze that is self-and-all destroying toward its never-reaching limit), suffering (as a junction of real pains that are the intermediates of rational (loving) and irrational (fearing) behaviors), and peace (the state of having this balance in harmonious motion), for a total of fifteen (15) elements. These three unifying states are themselves united into a single state of equanimity (16, a value representing the ninth composite number), such that these two polar opposing states and middle state are united into a healing and sustaining flow of expression (all-feeling, all-knowing, and all-fulfilling). This yields sixteen elements (1-16). A state of rest of this equanimity is full sleep (0, the only number aside from 9 to yield a digit sum that is the same as the original number added to it, as with any final numeral-number in a given base, here in decimal), which is the root emotional and mental element. All these, (0:16), from a root 16 or 17 (the seventh and largest prime number less than ten; and where 7 is the fourth prime, and 9 the fourth composite) pure elements, which is in decimal notation, also a total 15 and 1 (pentadecagonal centered), yielding 1:5::1, together the great union of six elements, with one principal element: represented by the force of awakened balance as equanimous awareness (made from 12:3 elements, such that four peaceful and four pained, with four abject elements, are united into three greater elements that all feed into the element of peace - itself self-feeding), United into One greater balancing Awakened equanimous (dreaming) state, all Into a Restful Equanimity, 0 coincident at its center with 1, through its circumscribing circle.
9 is also the first limit in the list of natural numbers ℕ0 where there are an equal number of primes (including the unit as a zeroth prime) 1,2,3,5,7 and non-primes 0,4,6,8,9; a one-to-one correspondence that is only repeated again (up to) at 11 and 13, with 12 is in the middle. Note that 9,10,11,12,13 generate the tenth triangular number 55.
9 or 10 Elements
nothing ( ): void (0); singularity (1), and pure infinite space (∞) as unified ether (of pure "finite objects") comprised of air, water, earth, and fire, or a light element and its heavy counterpart, and the elements that transmute them from one onto the other. Otherwise stated, these four elements are a gas, a liquid, a solid, and heat (in archetype, simply as dimensional space-fabric vibration, as kinetic energy); the latter the closest in form to ether itself (as it is just energy), and water a uniting middle element between all five, that most closely resembles the tranquil expression of pure space, as it is transparent in nature. These work with "ether" which is bosonic (Higgs), or the transmutation from/onto a pure substance that is with weight (Z, W+/-) and almost without weight (g, p), much lighter than neutrinos; singularity represents gravity (that generates pressures, and attractions into a singular point) and dark energy as pure space (which prefers an expanded form) - i.e., pure space and singularity are counterparts. The Void, inside a singularity, and that which encapsulates all forms of energy in a universe, unites the forces of attraction and expansion, as an expression of empty space that is without a value, since it is in balance. Nothing is the resulting expression, since it is all in balance, and therefore is its equivalent in-expression (in fulfillment of all "forms", the expression of all forms, and embodiment of all forms as a collective; the final logical and intuitive element that completes all definitions conceivable, in a set, and as the set itself). A quanta of nothing is an element itself, and the Unity of all that is, whose greater structure is Nothing, is the zeroth or tenth greatest element, since it does not change.
~ type c: notions ~
Order and disorder
order and "randomness" are quantifiable opposites: where ordered unity and novelty seeks a maximum alchemy of self-complexification and simplification toward balance with a maximum (infinite) and complete degree of freedom, randomness emulates neither maximum un-relatedness or maximum unity, nor their minimums. An ordering system will naturally "fix" any illusory "randomizing" states. These simply arise from abject desires that seem to try to negate the normal expression at some angle (the true expression is always clear, and visible at the core, which if in part geometric abjection, digresses in order toward its periphery, where it then quickly re-enters clarity, as it nears the boundary), and because they are very complexly related to the present state, they can seem to generate "unrelated chaos" that is difficult to express, and might be nearly orthogonally related to the present, in such a way that it does not lend to an easy expression of the complexes that are the collective forces behind any abject force, especially when the abject forces touching the present state require reorganization of the Self prior to recognition and healing (or reorganizing at all levels back onto a general entity in a state of seeking order), and as such the very senses used to identify these change as the abject force is itself healed - any force changed in polarity will require a change in both the agent itself (the force), and the environment as it is connected to that force, in all its infinite ways; and there is a net directional gain that feeds in the universal domains that are the generators of any and all forces through dimensional expression.
Randomness is to uninterest, and disconnect from surroundings and local-self, as Order is to true interest, and connectivity with the surroundings in order to regenerate the complete Self that is all perspectives at once, and therefore all knowledge and feeling knowable and felt at once, in any time, all times, and in all directions of times.
A mathematical object cannot be a generator of randomness, since a random generator cannot be produced: there is no causal expression for randomness, as all events occur in tandem, and everything that is or can be, is generated as a function of something else, and onto something else. Therefore, a core can never be depleted fully into a complete state of "uniform chaos", the only decomposition possible of order onto fragments of "disorder" are time-state coagulates that later resolve the disconnect by bridging time complexes (multiverse segments, or mass-true events that describe a logical flow of notions of life - particulate, biological, ..., astronomical, spacetime - as an expression of order itself), that are also themselves coagulates of previous time-states that premeditated the disconnect from a larger unifying abstraction, and perspective.
four forms of uniformity before nothing, and aside from manifest infinite complexity: that which is like free space, and pure transparent space in equilibrium, yet with substance but not vacuous, this would correspond to an infinite that is truly uniform. Another form is this very space but in vacuous form, i.e. with an emptiness. A singularity where 1 : 0, unites both of these spaces; a singularity such that 0 : 0 would be a singularity that is empty itself. Finally, removing the operation of proportion ( : ), lends to 0, which would be an emptiness without a definable space or dualization from itself or by/onto itself. A final expression is the in-expression itself of nothing, which is without definition, and therefore beyond conception, and emanation.
Multiverse is the union of all , where central are the set of all non-temporally tempered universes, i.e. the set of all timelines properly protected from alterations of the main will-vector of order of a genus of universes, which are the set of notions a universe has all would have in genus of then notions that define the temporal structure of as it progresses from a beginning , onto an ending , since both a temporal ending of a dissolution into pure space -- cold, at one limit, near-breaking internal unidimensional particle fabric spatial structure and dimensional strings generates intense heat and an impossibility (if not in the form of and inside a uniform singularity first [i.e. aside from a non-uniform universal expansion such as our universe] - where expansion can uniformly and unidirectionally occur), leading to a reversal of the balance between dark energy and gravity, that is also the de-facto force originally in the form of the fabric of space-time as the sheath that is the equivalent of the base universal boson field - which decays into any SM particle (almost all shown) - and also unified as an emptyness, and "pure transparent space" - the pure fermion and boson fields, based in a greater Higgs field; as well as gravitational waves when in motion of a frabric of mass, a union of flavored elements that are the 25 particles of the 3D SM) -- and an involution of mass into a singularity (crunch, somewhat abjectively), also takes an infinite amount of time when the movements inside the singularity themself are considered (near 0 time in our 3D perspective at a limit, infinitely long in quantum, yet also finite when the movements are calculated states of infinites that are themselves units; in other words, the functions of movements have beginning and end-points that are self-defining in one motion, it is the energy that is infinite in this sense, and the time-lapses therefore are in an infinite landscape of steps of infinitudes that follow one after the other, until the infinite units are fulfilled. In an infinite landscape, infinite motions that require infinite time fulfill themselves in units of infinites, in a greater set of Infinity). Examples of such infinite movements would be voids diminishing or expanding into smaller or larger voids, pure spaces expanding or contracting, as well as movements of nothingness, all which take both 0 time and infinite time.
A reversal is more complex than a simple unified crunch, since matter should pass through itself at a central singularity, and n-planes, repeat this pattern a near infinite amount of times possibly, until a greater mass is accumulated, that would, indeed, become a grand universal rotating singularity; this, when considering a greater dimensional empty space encapsulating the universe, where this field would then be a generator for a singularity as well, outward and inward (time-wise). This would likely occur if the very edge of our universe is the first to pull back inwardly, like a rubber band, which would mean that this fabric and Plank sheath (third-fourth-dimensional limit), each a source-feeding limit, would then start moving back, maybe even reverse some or all spins. This should be visible in the observable universe eventually, like a horizon of blue-shift light and alongside a great spherical or otherwise limit of energy and mass moving inward (from the internal perspective still moving outward); this if our universe is still in a "Stage 1" expression, where the fabric of space-time is still unraveling itself in wave-like motion (would be at a near in-discernible limit as it reaches closer to the upper-dimensional bounds); then "Stage 2" is the very prolonged bounce "back-and-forth," and "Stage 3" is the also very prolonged universal rotating singularity, which would become intricate in Multiversial astronomical scales, where maybe higher -spaces slowly come together and merge these latter-stage .
Antidote
Venom cannot undo a drop of a full antidote, only meander away from it and around it, at best.
And of course, as was to be expected, I got topic-banned for sharing enlightening information (also, in the context of disclosure). The real-end result: people are interested in numerics that fulfills Occam's razor deep in number-theory, as as a solution for unifying mathematics. We have solutions that make sense! Using this time-wise (numerologically) - as with Michael Jackson being born on the same year as Prince (1958), the Jackson 5 starting to form in 1963 (with just two members; Michael joined later), the same year as when Martin Luther King Jr. gave his "I Have A Dream" speech, which is also the year that Michelle Obama was in the womb of her mother (while MLKJ gave this speech), the wife of the first Black President in the U.S. - works. (Prince started making music just before Elvis Presley died.) Go and see Prince's 1985 Grammy Awards show, where he shows his black-white face logo to the world, just between the years when Michael Jackson turned his skin (much more noticeably) to a brighter tone. The depth of the light working in the background (through the cosmos) is beyond what is imaginable, and the fruits to be bore from all this work are fully starting to sprout very soon.
